Updating like i said..in months!

Well its been about 1 month and a couple of weeks since I updated on my life.

Lets see what es nuevo........................

1. I got out of IB, and its still hectic...not because the work is hard..because my ass has gotten LAZY!
2. Lots and lots of drama at home.
3. Have a girlfriend. Those who pay close attention probably know who it is.
4. Im praying to god to be promoted next week.
5. ..........Cinco.
6. Im doing good in spanish 4, makes me feel like i know what the heck im talking about.
7. my relationship is AWESOME
8. my relationship has a bunch of DRAMA.
9. does that make sense?
10. i feel like im losing contact with my old friends.....TALK TO ME guys!

Ok i think thats it.

For now...update in a couple of years...i mean months!

>.<

Currently Listening Boyz II Men - Legacy: Greatest Hits Collection By Boyz II Men On Bended Knee see related

Updating, its been forever

Well....I am able to move on now because we talked and are friends again, with all the harsh words and realities told and placed into the forgive and FORGET barrel.

Jeez, I never get on here anymore. Maffey moved and now the only way I could somehow could keep contact with her is leave her messages on her xanga. No more Happy Maffey..........Now everytime I look at our Guideon, Im going to think of Maffey.........WAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

[ ive been crying alot lately, i dont like being like this....]

Hmmm......

Ugh, only 3 weeks into school and I have 6 tardies and ISS which this is my first time out of ALL my years of going to school that I have gotten ISS. Its definantly the last too, shit it was soooo boring in there! But time passed alot faster than I thought. Thank god,i dont know how long i could have stand the quietness....I LOVE noise, music something...[unless im trying to sleep then STFU!]

Lol. Anyways.....Hmmm....IB is hard and really making a workaholic but for the first time in forever it gives me a sense of responsiblitly...Ive been ALOT more organized too, cuz i cant have my shit just everywhere, I need to be able to find stuff when I need it.YEeeeeeeeppppp

I think thats it, so I guess I'll update a couple of months from now.....LMAO

Hurt and trying to move on.....

Ugh,

I cried yesturday..........I felt like a lil bitch......I already knew it but that confirmation and the hurt i could obviously see......it upset me soo much....

then i thought about it.........

Im not completely at fault cuz its HER decision and she being kinda irrational, although the only person whose suppose to be on my side actually sides with her...[my mom >=( ]

Everyone[on my side] thinks shes a bitch for being the way she is to me....I dont wanna say that but i think she is being ' difficult'...especially this whole postponing and blowing off something important to talk to her friends...I wanna move on with my life so can we get this over with?Jesus cristo......

Whatever............

I hate girls sometimes....Maybe I should go back to being straight i didnt have all these fuckin issues........

plus i never fall oober hard for boys...with maybe a few exception..but in general...naa...

its whatever...like Eamon said

FUCK IT

Just a little venting...

Im bored and feel like writing something....

Its what I do, write....

Thus is the makings of numerous poems,songs, and my 50-page story im still working on....

its a slow process. im lazy, my heart aches, im still crying but for a different reason now...i miss the hell out of my friends and i miss my mommy =(

I been putting music like crazy on my new mp3 playr, which by the way, next to sex has to be the best thing EVER! lol... im just kidding

School need to hurry up, jeez i wanna be Adam Sandler from Click...lol.. but first i would go back and fix then fast forward to the happy ^_^

Anyways lets see what else I want to rant about...105 friends on Myspace...Yea! I been working to get 100 and i got 5+...lol im a pathetic l0zr.....

...This summer totally sucked but thanks to certain people

[amanda,veronica,christy,amber,caitlin,carlos]

Makin me feel loved....Specially Amanda..^_^ Much luv and appreciation for her...I dont know what I would do without her...^_^

Cant wait to get older so I can see who is going to be lifetime friends.....

I have an idea who they will be though...

hm..........

Next yr[ well this year rather] goin be weird...im diff....been through life-changin stuff...my friends evolving as people....yet still the same....gotta pay attention in class so i can pass dem IB classes and stay in JROTC n KHS....

And jeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzz

.Yo la pierdo tanto.

Este amor se siente bien y duele. Me hace lloro para ella...

My spanish sucks I had to look that and the quote next to my picture on myspace up on the internet..... Why not just put it in English?...Its sexier in spanish...lol...

I think im done ranting cuz my back hurts, i have to sit straight and fix my posture...T_T